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high on death
Created on 2004-09-23 03:00:22 (#4622951), last updated 2009-11-05
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Basic Info| Name: | liz |
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| Birthdate: | 1983-12-08 |
| Location: | Saint Charles, Illinois, United States |
| Website: | my life is an existential fallacy |
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i think it would be ethically wrong for me to be happy, because the world isn't right. as a member of the human species, i take partial responsibility for this despite the fact that i was not personally there for the "fall of man." anyway, although i can't help but perpetuate the wrongness humanity imposes on our planet (due to the fact that civilization is a literal prison), i feel guilt for living this way. i alleviate this guilt by doing whatever i can to maintain a certain level of misery in my life. i have had it pointed out to me that my abiding discontentment is nothing but a personal choice. they don't believe me when i say i am already aware of this fact, because they can't fathom why i would consciously choose to be unhappy. well, this is not only my explanation but my excuse to sabotage anything good that comes into my life.
Remember, kids, bleeding hearts grow old and swing to the right.
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activism, addiction, adult swim, albert einstein, alcohol, alternative culture, anarchism, anarchists, anarcho-punk, anarchy, animism, anthropology, anti-capitalism, anti-corporate, arguing, art, atheism, beethoven, benzodiazepines, beyond civilization, bodies, body modification, body piercing, books, booze, bottles, bushmen, cigarettes, communal living, crime, daniel quinn, daoism, dead babies, death, dope, downers, drawing, drugs, dumpster diving, empathy, euphoria, excess, existentialism, fighting, foetus, food control, food not bombs, free speech, free store, george carlin, grammar, guns, habits, haight-ashbury, harm reduction, hating money, henry david thoreau, heroin, hitchhiking, homelessness, honesty, hope for the future, hydromorphone, independent media, industrial, intelligence, intelligent conversation, internet, ishmael, john stuart mill, junk, junkies, killing joke, laughing at stupid people, leavers, literacy, love, ludwig van beethoven, marlboro reds, moonshine, morphine, music, narccisism, natural born killers, needles, nihilism, nine inch nails, nirvana, noam chomsky, nothingism, opiates, opiods, opium, overdose, overpopulation, oxy-contin, oxycodone, oxycontin, pain, percocet, pharmaceuticals, pharmacies, philosophy, photography, physics, piercing, pills, poetry, primitivism, pro-heroin, pro-junk, proper english, proper grammar, punctuation, reading, rehab, sarcasm, saving the world, self beautification, self destruction, sex, shooting up, sitting, skepticism, sleep, smack, south park, special k, squatting, stephan hawking, street life, subverting the dominant paradigm, tattoos, tea, the doors, the little prince, thomas jefferson, tranquilizers, transcendence, tribal, tribalism, truth, utilitarianism, valium, violent sex, volunteering, water, william s. burroughs, writing, xanax
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